More Yogi Inspiration
in 2006, my vehicle was struck by a drunk driver. All I remember is a truck's headlights in my rear view mirror, someone handing me a phone to talk to my fiance, and later him pushing people aside in the hospital to reach me while my mom held my hand. Not quite life flashing before my eyes but a very cinematic memory. Doctors warned the likelihood of a full recovery and ability to walk unassisted were slim due to knee damage. I became so focused upon physical recuperation - every morning I practiced pranayama breathing and seated half moon from my wheelchair. As soon as I regained mobility and permission to return to yoga, I crept up the stairs back to the hot room. Thankfully my amazing teachers had modifications to guide me on a knee that could bear no weight.
As much as I thought my accident taught me to appreciate every moment, it was yoga that made me realize I could push too much. My anxiety about disappointing work, my family, friends, being a victim motivated me to push (and push and push). Although I physically made great strides in mobility, I suffered from constant headaches and memory loss due to a head injury. Knowing how much yoga helped me physically, I was convinced it could help me mentally. After consulting with my doctors again, I made decision to request leave from work to attend "Yoga Camp" (Bikram Yoga College of India) in 2008 - unplug and give my inner self time to heal as I forced my physical self to do years earlier. Thankfully my work allowed this leave. Upon my return, I felt like I left a caterpillar and returned a butterfly - but there was still a lot of fluttering. Yoga became an addiction, I had to have my daily fix and it really stressed me if I couldn't make it to class. Where's the peace in that?
Yoga offers me abundant joy - lessons in empathy, forgiveness, gratitude, and love. My yoga practice is my happy place and my heart sings when my children show me tree pose, remind me to breathe, or sit in stillness (even if I can count that moment on one hand).
Prior to the brain injury, I suffered from chronic low back pain, psoriasis, and canker sores in my mouth. My posture wasn’t great as I tended to shift my wait towards the outside of my feet. You could see how my shoes wore unevenly! A friend introduced me to hot yoga at Bikrams in 2002. I left my first class after warriors pose! However, that wasn’t my last attempt. I continued to dabble with it occasionally, but sadly not on a regular basis.
But now with this health scare I was determined to make a full commitment to yoga. I was a husband and father and I knew I had to improve my health and heal my body. I started to attend classed on a regular basis, attending 3,4 or 5 times weekly and have made it part of my daily routine for the last 10 years.
The benefits of a regular practice are many. Physically, I am so much better. At 56 I am more flexible now than I was at 16. My skin has healed, the psoriasis has disappeared, and I haven’t has a canker sore in years. My lower back pain is virtually non-existent, my hips are more balanced and my shoes wear evenly now! I feel more grounded and more calm since committing to my practice.
Life was grand....country living on a lake with four seasons of recreational activities at hand year round. A wonderful family life with all you could ask for and then disaster hit. A tragic car accident involving my husband changed living from a world of colour to a world of darkness. A journey of care-giving survival took me down a 30 year trek before it ended in a care home facility. Throughout these years I tried to maintain myself as best I could physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually without neglecting the needs of my family. It was a fine line to find enough time to balance out each of these disciplines so that I could maintain all round good health.
In November 2012 I found that true balance all in one package when I agreed to try yoga. Katrina was the pioneer in our family who broke the way for my yoga experience. She invited me to her very first 90 minute Bikram hot yoga class that she taught. At 64 years old I didn’t have any vision whatsoever for myself practising yoga but I attended to support her. By the third class I was hooked telling her “you are not getting rid of me!” I have never looked back. Fast forwarding to today I will be celebrating my 71st birthday on April Fool’s Day with almost 7 years of yoga experience behind me. For me yoga brought everything in one bundle. The physical, mental, emotional, and spiritual health benefits that I was looking for all happened synergistically without even being aware that anything was taking place. To my surprise even at my age the benefits of yoga became evident. Without effort my diet and lifestyle also started to change. I lost pounds without even trying and I noticed I became more aware of myself and how to manage my life without feeling like I was looking through a kaleidoscope. It touched on all aspects of my life:
Physically – balance, strength, flexibility, cardiovascular, weight loss, healthier eating
Mentally – concentration, focus, endurance, resilience, mind-body awareness
Emotionally – acceptance, self awareness, self respect, self-care, forbearance,
Spiritually – awareness, gratitude, patience, commitment, servitude
Yoga is an on-going experience for my personal growth. I am finding the benefits of regular practice show up in all areas of my life. I can’t say enough of how yoga has positively impacted me and the only regret I have is that I wasn’t introduced to it sooner.
Yoga keeps my back pain at bay. It helps me to realign my shoulders and hips. My good posture is dependent on my practice. It also has taught me so much more. The hot room has equipped me with the tools to combat the ups and downs of life; it has left me with patience, gratitude and perseverance. Despite practicing for over 10 years, I am nowhere near perfect. A big part of yoga is putting your ego and expectations aside and truly listening to your body. This lesson reverberates through every part of my being and my yoga journey will continue for the entirety of my life.
About four years ago now, in the very early days of my recovery journey, I was introduced to Yoga. During the second session, I was doing a "Shavasana" - the laying down posedown usually at the end of class; where I felt like I had been touched by God, I had a massive surge & shift of energy and consciousness; the world around me was literally glowing. It was incredibly powerful beyond words. I knew at this instance that what I had experienced was profound. It was an awakening, an opening; realizing that there was more to this Yoga than stretching and hot yoga pants. I began to enjoy and practice Yoga on a regular basis from this moment on. Recovery is a process of ups and downs, success and failures, revelations and releases, boundless joy and overwhelming pain - sometimes all before lunchtime.